Complicated feelings....

My EDD is 13 May, but i know I not able to wait that long, not me as well, my bb .... Dr Ang had informed me last friday, now had opened 1 cm...(still got 21 days to due) bb position is ready... consider everythign is ready, if i really suffer, I can admit for induce anytime (last sat).

But my confinment lady will work till 30 April, she ask to rest on saturday (1 May), and come to start work on sunday, with the conditions of deliver earlier...

In the other hands, I really quite suffer as my tummy is damn big and heavy... and having contractions on and off... tummy sudden tight like wan to pecah.. at nite cannot sleep well, my nephew said i got a pair of big eye bag :( so hard to turn aside on bed...

Just found out my gynae is on leave, and only back on Friday... eiks... even though there will be other gynae on-call , but i still prefer my own gynae lor....

Wanted so much to see my bb asap but got to ask my bb try to 'hold' till the things are ready. If not, got to do a lot of ad hoc planning .....

Ei... dont care lar... the most important I have a healthy bb and the process of labour delivery carried out safetly and smoothly to both of us :)

Pray hard !!! I beleive my bb will arrived at the right time!!

my kids....

My kids.... no matters how tire am I, when i reached home and get both of them back from bb sitter hse... tat's the lovely and remarkable moments i will have... even though sometimes they really make me rush/busy like mad woman... or yelling them here and there.... but still ... whenever looks at them, i feel HAPPY, smiles on face that come from heart...

papa said : Qin looks like aunty when carry the handkerchief..

1 day off .....

Really felt of getting a day off from all hassles... just 1 day for me that out of any planning, any thinking, just relax and eat and sleep ...

what a day i am dreaming of ........