孩子, 妈妈放手了..

儿子,
上学了,

看见你很没有安全感的拉我的手不放,
我心里真的很难受,

当我悄悄的离开,
然后传来的是你的哭喊声,
妈妈好心疼...

忍耐着不理会你..
那一小时真难过..
你还是"逃脱", 飞奔到我怀里..

抱着你那一刻,
妈妈眼泪也飙,
赶紧找个没人的地方抹了...
好丢脸哦 ! (辛好老帅没看见.. :p)

邻桌的小女孩要牵你的手,
你撇了她的手,说要妈妈手,
十年..二十年后,你撇的该是妈妈的手,握的可是女朋友的手..

孩子,你得坚强..
你要明白,
假如妈妈不放手,
你怎能学会放手呢?

Hao go school !!!

try to note down before i forgot...

Day 1: mommy set alarm at 6.30 am, try to wake up get ready everything.. day before already brainstorming him that we will go school for fun, games... Make sure he had a good afternoon nap and bring him to bed at 10 pm...

7.30 am: Hao still sleeping...

7.45 am: Got to wake him up... manja a bit.. get him eat some bread... want to apply the butter and kaya by himself and ate slowly... finally ... get him wear uniform, ok. Refuse to wear the pant, want to wear own pant... fine... thinking reach school only get him wear that...

8.30 ++ am : Late to school ... first day already late :p

8.30 - 11 am : so far he is ok, but i need to be there... he refused to queue up, refused to 'fold arm'... activities started with playing some toys --> go playground (slides,etc) --> animal naming --> wash hand -->snack -->wash hand --> numbering (free sticker) --> drawing --> singing --> End.

Day 2
Still want to go school, today a bit earlier, he still refuse to queue up, refuse to put on uniform pant, refuse to put on apron when drawing session, stubborn boy :( ...

playing toys (different with 1st day) --> playground (kicking balls this time, Hao's favourite, he very very enjoy it) --> Learning alphabets --> wash hand/snack/wash hand --> drawing --> End.

Today he fren with his neighbour 'fei fei ko ko' (quite big size).. both of them chatting, not sure what they toking about... fei fei koko passed him the bread when snack time... both of them 'make noise' to yell more more ... when given nugget times..hahha..

Day 3:
Planned to slowly 'let go'.. and arrange the transport lady today, told her i going to take her car back, let my son familiar a bit with her...

Once he settled down on his chair, we slowly move out, i informed teacher and assistant that i will be waiting at receiptionist area...

Expected, a while only, heard he crying and yelling for 'ma ma'... eik.. try to ignore, as I know i have to... later see the assistant carried him out and point to me that i not away, just wait there, BIG MISTAKE!! he knew i was there.... so keep crying and ask the assistant to open the door and let him out... i just try to ignore (heart so pains)... after 1 hr +, he manage to 'escape' from assistant and run to door ... me really cannot ignore liao, carry him lor... just 1-2 min, stop liao, and stick to me like super glu... got to let him stick to me till finish school .. MISSION FAILED.

Teacher said maybe ask the father to fetch him tomolo, me dont go... Principal said maybe ask me just go off next day, then he know no choice and will choose to accept the 'fact' .. Mrs Loh (british lady-Principal) told me she found boys are more stick to mommies and girl more easier to adapt.. the 3 new girls already settled down on day3, while th.e crying crying one.. is all the new boys ...

Schoolmate treated him so good, see him cry... after i back to him.... is snack time, the fren beside him called Jason (his favourite fren), pass him biscuit... front guy and front girl also, took 1 biscuit and pass to him... next girl.. (i think she smaller than my son, cute little girl).. she 'mo mo' my son arm like calm him down.. she also try to hold my son hand when queue up, but my son push ppl hand away and only want mommy hand ... (10 yrs later, he will be pushing mommy hand away and only hold his girl fren hands .....hahaha...)

Day 4:
As discussed with hubby.... He will do the fetching job... Early morning, so excited to go school... i had told him my car 'spoil' liao, need to wait for uncle to come to repair... so father will fetch him to school, he no make noise and just follow father car (phew~~) .

Reached school.. when teacher try to bring him down, he refused. Hubby took him in... teacher fast fast carry him and my hubby left immediately... Heard he cry like hell and yelling for 'ma ma'... but got to leave him alone to face the fact... else forever will not let go...

me worry for the whole morning.... 11 am ++ hubby go fetch him.. waiting there, expecting he will be carried out with 'cry cry face' or red red eyes... We had under-estimate him..hehe.. he follow the queue and come out... taking his own school bag, saw the father, put a nice smile on his face... very happy and enjoy face, no more cry cry..... GOOD BOY!!!

Teacher told that, he only cry for a while and ok liao... phew~~~

tomolo will be no school, parent meet teacher day for old student... so my son no need to go school... let see how it goes next week...

Anyway, Hao, mommy proud of you !!!

p/s: pix... come in tomolo, today forgot to bring my camera... hehe

MY big day

Last few days really busy... busy preparing my son school, end up been a 'sotong mom'..

Then my bday also fall on sunday, had a really great great bday lunch with my lovely hubby and chose my bday gift ..hehe... (Jewellery box)...haha.. means he is going to buy me more and more and more to 'keep it'... wahahaha!!! ^o^

This time i asked him to look for a place for the lunch.. (yes.. normally we will choose lunch, as my son will take nap during noon time) ... he no failed me this time... chose a nice place in starhill ground floor.. The Jake ... western restorant.. nice enviroment....

I ordered Seabass set and he got himself steak ...waitress recommended me to go for Combination of seabass and tiger prawn.. ya... end up the big big tiger prawn (like lobster size) charge extra RM 60 :p hehee... but seabass and tiger prawn really taste fabulous, yum yum...

oh ya.. my son even wish me 'mommy, ha ppy .... b DAY!!" (in english somemore) in the morning, so so so sweet, when i asked him ' what u buy for mommy then'.. he looked at me and give me a MUAKS!!! big kiss !! heart melted liao, no need any gift liao lor..!!!!

Western Cowboy style...

enjoying my 'escargot' ... yum yum.. colour a bit blur as hubby forgot to set night mode

Seafood Chowder (not so nice.. i prefer The Ship one...)

my Seabass with Tiger Prawn... yummy!!

Hubby's steak...

can see how big is the tiger prawn...

Busy & Blur like sotong...

hehehe... i really blur like 'sotong'... principal told me my son school, 2nd semester started early of june... then me never to chk probably on the 'date'.. just think my son will start 2 June... (monday)... applied leaves and arrange everything ....

mana tau... teng teng teng.... sunday nite.. mid nite, found my son 'lau sai' (shit on pants).. and found he is fever... oh no... get him medicine.. monday morning, he looks ok... think to bring him to school, as 1st day mah... wake up early and get ready everything, reach 8.30 (son dont wan to wear uniform).. thinking if he still sick, then stay for 1 hr and cabut.. So quiet when i reached there, suspected something not right... YA!! school only start next wk, now is still HOLIDAY!!! sure u laugh like hell now.... wahahaha!!! so pai say.. go back home ...

I would say actually is lucky I been sotong also.. coz my son really sick ... :( some sort of food poisoning.. fetched him see paed and those medicine make him keep 'pu pu' all the times... and he no appetize to eat... onli eat biscuit... and water... and stick to me like gum... need me all the time accompany him, even go pour a cup of water also need his permission... luckily i had applied leave (for his school)... his fever is on and off... the monday whole nite... me also not able to sleep, keep wake up... coz he wan to 'ng ng'.. poor fellow fall into sleep while 'ng ng' .... mommy so heart pains ...*sob sob*.. then asked him that body lay on me and 'ng ng'.. let him nap a while... then slowly put him on bed and get him wear pampers... (he refused to wear pampers nowadays, so when he feel like ng ng, will wan to sit on his 'ma tong' to ng) ...

~Phew, this morning he just 'ng' for 1 time.... looks like recovering and appetizer coming back, but onli get him to eat plain stuff, biscuit... own made soup with mee suah, mee., porridge...etc

Hopefully he will get well soon ..... Mommy had prayed very hard !!!

p/s: he keep make noise wan to go school... coz tat day reached but cannot enter :p i told him teacher ask him rest first as he sick....